Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
What rubbish and nonsense. I wish you both well.
This proved my point even more: Guys are Weird.
Please
guys don't disturb me anymore! First came J, another J, then D, and E in just 3 months. -.-" Enough of all the crap and bull.
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I've always been a Sony Ericsson fan. Was attracted to G900 cause of the 5MP camera and it is red! But I guess I am too poor to get that. Guess what! I saw LG Viewty KU990 (Pink) on Starhub's advertisement! And it is super cheap now. But I have not tried LG before ): Heck, since i'm on a tight budget + it is pink + 5mp camera!
My mom is damn cute. This happened last night.
Mom: Where are you going?
Miao: West Coast Park to get Mac's hot fudge ice cream.
Mom: With who?
Miao: Friend lah.
Mom: Better don't smoke so much! Show me your ciggs. Count for me now how many sticks are there.
Miao: *counts, 10 sticks.
Mom: Okay so there should be 9 sticks when you are back.
Miao: HAHHAHAHAHA SURE!
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What is the use of worrying? I always think of what Darren said when I told him I just can't forget about him. He told me I have yet to meet any guys better than him. Actually there is someone I know of who is a perfect dream guy but too bad he is attached. All the time I can't bring myself to really like someone wholeheartedly. Like that kind of falling in love once again kind of mood. Simply because
somewhere deep inside, eu must know I miss eu, but what more can I say? Rules must be obeyed...Eu don't wanna talk, about the things we've gone through. Though it's hurting me, now it's history. I've played all my cards and that's what you've dont too. Nothing more to say, no more ace to play.The winner takes it all, the loser standing small. Beside the victory, that's her destiny.I was in your arms, thinking I belonged there. I figured it made sense building me a fence, building me a home. Thinking I'd be strong there but I was a fool playing by the rules.The gods may throw a dice, their minds as cold as ice. And someone way down here loses someone dear. The winner takes it all the loser has to fall. It's simple and it's plain, why should i complain?But tell me does she kiss like I used to kiss you? Does it fell the same when she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you. but what more can I say? Rules must be obeyed.The judges will decide, the likes of me abide. Spectators of the show, always staying low. The game is on again... a lover or a friend? A big thing or a small? The winner takes it all.I don't wanna talk... if it makes you feel sad. And I understand you've come to shake my hand. I apologize if it makes you feel bad. Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence. But you see, the winner takes it all.
I saw Soon Eng today in the train at Boon Lay MRT station.
Miao: EH HELLO! *WAVES!
Soon Eng: Hello!
Miao: Where are you going??
Soon Eng: Queenstown to make t-shirt. You?
Miao: Town *I think she din hear me saying that*
Soon Eng: Going clubbing??
Miao: -.-" HAHAHHA No la! Town!
She is still so cute! Anyways, do I look like someone who clubs a lot? Oh my god. Bad image. I mean WRONG WRONG WRONG! I DON'T CLUB A SINGLE BIT. Let me tell you my 'clubbing' history.
First: Ministry of Sound. My seniors had a fashion show, Hollywood Bollywood. We had to be there to support them, learn from them, what ever you call it since my classmates and I have to organised one in future. I couldn't even be bothered to stay on. It was so noisy I went to walk along clarke quay with Harrod.
Second: St James. Yuan was crazy over Chris Daughtry. She learnt that he was in town and is going to have a little concert at St James. She went to buy his CDs in order to get tickets. So Lynn, Lolo, Yuan and I went. We didnt even really manage to see him. We were all along standing outside queueing till the end of the show. How pathetique. After which we walked through dragonfly and went off.
Third: St James Power House. Classmates and I organised a fashion show for Queen's Couture. And the venue is there. Did I even club after? No man although Jennifer tried to make me dance. Oh it's just not for me. Haaaahaaaa.
Fourth: St James again! With the post Mr Sgp party gang. I sat there and look after bags. LOL.
Fifth: This is the future. And I think I can predict the future. Diora thinks I should at least enter Zouk once. She said she is going to lock me up in a cage and release me there. HAHHAHA. Funny little lovepie I have.
That's all folks. I rather stay home and listen to cantopop and classic oldies.
Try some of my favourites:
Dusty Springfield - You don't have to say you love me
LOBO - How can I tell her about you
Frank Sinatra - My way
ABBA - Mamma Mia, The winner takes it all
Carpenters - Goodbye to love
The Platters - Only you, Smoke gets in your eyes
Everly Brothers - Let it be me
The Supreme - Baby love
Bee Gees - How deep is your love
The Beatles - Yellow submarine
If you love these songs, you can be my friend.
Ah, and don't we all love Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat's Lucky? ;)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Guys = Trouble and problems.
There is a job which i've been wanting to work. People close to me will know. However it is seen as a BIMBO JOB. Sigh. Furthermore I hope my mom won't mind me working as that after spending so much money and time on a Fashion Marketing and Management Degree. Now, my plan is to work as that for 2-3 years. After which I will officially go back to work. But Terence told me most of his friends who work as that end up getting married. ;/ Then again it is the age of no regret right. I live life once and I should do whatever which will make me happy right? But I dread going for interviews. Boohoo.
Watched Mamma Mia! for the second time. I'm so lucky! Darryl had free tickets. Anyways, I've been stressed over some school work and internship. Damn. And I officially got gun shot in my head few days back. HAHAHAHA. When i'm stress, I eat A LOT. It's quite scary actually. Maybe because I didn't smoke thats why I feel hungry easily. If you realise, you won't feel hungry when you smoke. (: Smoke? Smoking is good. They are stress relievers, right Diora?
Saturday, September 13, 2008
I'm so in love with Jason and Colbie's new song, Lucky! :D Sometimes I wish i have more creative juice brain. Okay i'm supposed to come up with some catchy slogan sort of name for my project. I have to resort to flipping magazines for ideas. Hahaha what a loser man. Anyways! My poor little Harrod I don't know what happened to him, tried to text him and I did not receive any reply. I think those garment and compo drawings are drowning him! *Evil grins. Harrod sister get back to me soon!!!!
I was flipping through magazines in hope of finding catchy names at 7am. Momee woke up and asked me to go to Chinatown for market-ing! So, I bought truck loadsa fish from there. I love fish. I love fish. I love fresh fish.
Caught Mamma Mia! the movie few days back. It's actually a gala charity premiere in aid of Singapore Children's Society. Nathan and his wife were the guest-of-honour and they sat a row behind us! All the while in the movie I can't help but tap my feet! I love Abba's songs. He kept trying to dance and Diora was constantly stopping him. LOL! I almost stood up and dance! The dance and songs are just beautiful. Go and watch people!
Friday night; Terence, Chad and I were suppose to have dinner in town to celebrate Chad's belated birthday. And so Chad sort of couldn't make it in time to reach town since he was in East Coast. He almost cancelled the dinner! FWAH! I sort of got quite pissed off since I was on my way to town. And so was Terence. Changed plans, Terence picked me up at Holland V to head to East Coast. Nice time searching for Big Splash! And it was so funny we were waiting for Chad he said smth like Chad is like a King. HHAHA. Since we don't know what is available in ECP and Terence doesn't like fastfood, we went to where we wanted to eat, Ken Ramen at Cuppage. Tadah! It was 11pm and thank god it's stilll available. All of us had Char Siew Ramen with butter! It's AWEEEESOME! :D:D Wanted to play pool for a while but it's closed down. Dropped Chad off and I took a cab from somewhere near Rence's place. Damn I swear all the cabs which drove past are all hired. I was worried for ten minutes and luckily I managed to hail one. (:
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
So freaking pissed! I don't know what's wrong with the internet connection! It just went bonkers! Like WTF MAN! Is it the antique modem? Is it Starhub? OR WHAT! ARGH @#$@#^)&(%^)^@# It sucks to have the internet down! Fookanehneh.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Mom is very sweet. I wasn't feeling well and she took a day off! Maybe to accompany me or something. Lau sao-ing is prolly better than having cough/sore throat and whatnot.
So anyways, I just want to say...... girlfriends are forever! Guys are whatever! I mean there are totally no more truthful and sincere guys on earth anymore. See, i've always admired this guy. I always thought he is faithful to his girlfriend and not a playboy etc.. He is rich, comes from a rich family, drives a nice sports car, have a good dress sense and he loves fashion, he is straight!, a total eye candy! He is a guy any girl would dream for. And when I heard another friend telling me he's a flirt, and is always talking to girls in a club, omg my heart crashed. I mean I start to think where are all the good guys on earth!? They are gone! And I just feel that guys are weirdos! ARGH. So anyways I was talking to Hubert on msn and he said I should look for a religious guy! I said NO immediately. But after thinking, I asked him: "are you considered a religious guy?" and he said YES! HAHA OK BINGO. Hubert is funny and nice! And he loves cantopop! OK he listens to Leo Ku to be exact. But Hubert said: "I'm attached". AHAHA. See, 1% of the world's population guys are good and they are all attached. Anyways Hubert I still can't believe that you are Arissa's little brother. -.-"
OKAY! I have another weird logic! Guys love to break girls' heart. Common I've heard enough to make me scared of guys. Don't tell me I didn't experience anything myself and i'm in no position to comment. OH please. ANYWAYS, See, if you were to buy Chanels, LVs, diamonds, Chopards, Rolexs, you will feel so happy! OKAY maybe for me only. IT will make you happy everyday you wear them! They won't break your heart! Who cares if you don't have a bf who will have a tendency to cheat on you and end up breaking your heart? Why must girls shed so much tears for guys? I can live happily with my girlfriends. HELLO DIORA AND FELICIA! We'll always be each others' pillar of support and confidante! We feel so happy together just chit chatting and do all sorts of nonsense together! So, moral of the story, girlfriends are forever! Guys are whatever!
The weather is very cooling. Great for sleeping!
P/s; Diora and I love to shop at supermarkets. It sounds super aunty like but who cares. And I just feel like getting married NOW and just buy and do everything for HIM. Everything will revolve around him. Like what kinda toilet paper to get? Must be the soft and thick ones. Cheap and rough ones are a big no no! Buy all sorts of Hot chocolate sachet, marshmellow, dark chocolate, milk chocolate, hazelnut chocolate and enjoy one cup every night before sleep. Think of what dishes and soup to cook for breakfast, lunch, dinner everyday. Which shampoo is suitable for him. Which body scrub should he use today? Olive? Passion fruit? Papaya? Which face mask should I apply for him today? Are his eyes puffy and tired? Then I will apply St Ive's eye cooling gel before he goes to bed. OMG. I'm contridicting to my previous paragraph. Say hi to my imaginary boyfriend. (:
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Welcome Miao Chan, here is your handwriting analysis.
Miao is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Miao will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Miao an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Miao is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Miao is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Miao doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Miao will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Miao believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Miao will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Miao has a desire for attention. People around Miao will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.
In reference to Miao's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Miao slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Miao can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Miao is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Miao basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Miao is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Miao is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Miao changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Miao feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.
Miao has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Miao has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Miao fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Miao has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Miao just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Miao finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Ngor sum zhan hai hou tung hou tung. Ngor ji dou nei hou jang ngor. Daan hai dong chor ngor wai hor yiu gan lei fan sau? Lei mou man ji gei.. Daai ga dou gok dak yan wai yau jor leng yat gor naam yan jau lei hou lei. Dan hai si sat um hai gam gah! Ngor hou ngoi lei.. ngor sam hou tong. Dou yi ga, gam yat, ngor sam dou hou tong. Dan hai lei tong mai lei ga peng yau dou um ji dou. Lin ngor dong chor zhong hok jui hou da peng yau dou um ji dou. Yan wai ngor hang chor yat bou... jau hai tong gor gor nam yan hei mai yat cai. Leng dou dai ga dou um wui jor. Ngor ji dou lei hou jan ngor. Ngor ji dou lei ka yan dou hou jan ngor. Ngor ji dou lei hou peng yau dou hou jan ngor.
Dong chor, lei um zhong yi ngor tong ngor gor tong hok yat cai chut hui. Kui dei hai lui yan wor. Ngor jit sau um dou. Ngor gok dak lei hou ji si. Lei zhong ji dou wan din lou! Ngor hou um hoi sum. Lei zhong yi lei gor din lou dor gor ngor ): Ngor tong hok dou wa bei ngor ji lei um hai yat gor hou nam pang yau. Ngor jau teng kui dei, tong lei fan sau.
Leong gor kei ji hau.. ngor jau tong J pak tor. Lei gong lei yat yat tou hai ngor oak kei lau ha dang ngor. Dan hai gor si hau ngor hou zan lei. Ngor hou zan lei yat yat dou wan din lou. Lei gong lei yau yeh tong ngor gong lei jau lei ngor lau tai tong ngor gong yeh. Ngor um ji dim hou. Ngor ji dou ngor yau siu. Dan hai mou sam geh. Ngor fan yan zhong yi siu mah ): Ji hau... Lei joi mou wan ngor lah....
Ngor tong J yat cai ga si hau... Ngor yat yat dou mong dou lei. Ngor um hai hui sam bin si hau mui ci dou hui ham. Ngor yat yau si gan zhong jui sms lei tong lei gong gei gor suet wah. Ngor dou hui hoi sum! Ngor hou seong tong hui fan sau.. dan hai ngor yak jek yi lei dou um xiong seung hoi hui.. jau tor dou bat gor yut ji hau.
Dan hai meh dou tai chi le. Lei gong lei jou yi geng mong gei ngor, dui ngor mou gam gok. Lei yi ga ga hou peng yau zhong wa ngor jeong ngor ji gei leng bei lei. Zhong yau.. lei gong ngor dei yi geng mou hor nang lah. Ngor sam hou tong. Ngor yat yat fan um jeok. Ji sek chou yin mong gei sor yau.
Ji hau.. ngor kuek deng mong gei lei. Ngor zhong sek hou dor nam yan tim. Zhong yi yau dim lei? Ngor gor sam zhong yau lei. Kui dei leng zai gor lei? Kui dei yao qin gor lei? Kui dei douk xu dor gor lei yau tim? Ngor sam ji yau lei. Dou yi ga ngor tou fong um dai.
Ngor ji dou lei yi gai joi woon yat gor san ga choi hong. Tong ngor tai dou si hau.. ngor hou seung sam. Hou seung sam.
Lei ji dou ngor chou yin.. lei jau sms ngor giu ngor mou chou. Ngor hou hoi sum wor. Dan hai lei kei satt hai dong ngor si yat gor pang yau. Ngor yun boon yeng seng lei ngor um hui chou yin le. Dan ngor ngor um dak. Ngor um dak mong gei lei.
Ngor hui gei dak lei ma ma gong gor ga suet wa.. yu gor leong gor yau yuen yat deng wooi hei fan mai yat cai. Ngor hor yi dang dou mah? Ngor jan hai um hor yi mong gei lei. Ngor gor sam zhong wooi yau lei. Yu gor yau yat tin ngor yau nam pang yau... ngor seung lei ji mou loon dim... lei dou hui weng yuen joi ngor sam. Yan wai ngor ji dou, ngor dei fan sau jor yat nin... ngor dou mou mong gei lei di mat yeh.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I almost died but luckily I have this
Monday, September 1, 2008
Record breaking; three fingers are in pain now, 4 blisters on both feet, both feet feeling sore isn't helping much. Miao..... wants to eat korean bbq at home soon! I miss the meat and all we have to do is just marinate the meat and fry it on the stone pan. So gonna organise a dinner soon.