Interview went slightly well I guess. I really hope I can get to do my internship there! It sucks to wait for their reply. After interview was towning with Celina! Cabbed to Paragon and chilled at Star Bucks. It was good, just chilling in a quiet peaceful environment, smoking, sipping Esprit raspberry, occasionally talking about this and that, burst of laughter over interesting stuffs like people pronouncing 'mochaaaa' rather than ' mocca' ;/

i
am
very
scared
and
excited
and
i
dont
know
what
to
feel.
please numb me.. wish me luck! (:

Sister Trisha finally came down to Boon Lay! ;p Met brother Alvin and Tri under my block. Uno is far too slim. gotta take a gigantic puff before feeling anything. HAHHA. super girlie cigg. Sit down chit-chat and decided it was too noisy cos' there were other people there as well. Went up to my place and ended up facebook-ing. We had a great time laughing. Guess our tummy became slightly smaller after all the intense laughing :D Thanks jie for helping me deal with this new template!

Little Diora is sick! Take care and get well soon my dear. love love lovee!

The only words which shows concern from you are: "You have to stop smoking", "aiyo not a good habit!", "just not good for your health".

I really miss your smell....it smells like a baby. I wanted to tell you but i'm afraid.

Marlboro Ice Mint is good. Very smooth but the stick is short, as in the filter is super long. Uno or SKL black cherry next? I'm not out to make people worry. I smoke only when i'm very down. My life is fucked up now. I am grateful I have Little Diora. She is my confidante, the one and only one who knows me deep down. Guys are whatever, friends are forever.

I thank fani bunny for sharing with me this devotion:

Obeying God is the key to real and ultimate happiness.

Young people today are swift by the wind. Trying to find happiness in unstable places. which took up their pysical, intellectual and moral power, which brought them to immoral lust... happiness is to be found in the right way and the right source.

If young people are desiring for the real happiness, with gladness they should strife to finish the work handed in to them, and keep their hearts in the right balance.

The life of Christ points the way to real happiness. Jesus is the center of life.

So here we stand, in our secret place...
The sound of the crowd so faraway..
I look at miao's face she look so sad...
So what can I say?
Do I say goodbye?
Both have our own dreams both wanna fly. (:
So what can i do uncarry her through the lonely times...

We were as one babe, for a moment in time..
and it seem ever lasting, that you'll always be mine..
and you want to be fly so i'm letting you fly..
so I know in my heart babe,
that you'll always be mine.

Somethings just changed overnight. It's pretty scary if i were to think of it again. Maybe it's a misunderstanding? Maybe it's real but boy the words you say are just so weird and ..... maybe fake. I tried to deceive myself but it's just so obvious. Anyways since you didn't defend yourself any further, I guess that's the end. Things will never be as sweet as before. Why didn't you reply me ? why? why? Were you feeling guilty? Or did i wrong you ? I really took into consideration you will be the one.. looks like it was just my naive thinking. All the best in your life.



I wonder where you where

I wonder what your thinking about tonight

I wonder

Maybe your alone

Maybe you’ve been crying just like me



I wonder I don’t know why I lost your touch

Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon



I told you every day

I told you every night in every way

I love you Maybe you got scared

Maybe I have nothing else to say

But I love you

So baby now my life’s a mess

Cause i’m Cos I couldn’t love you any less



Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me



It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon



It’s not right

It’s not fair

It’s in you baby cuts like a knife

What if you were the love of my life



Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before



Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

We got too serious to soon

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious too soon I wanted you too love me



It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

我對你　這一生　哪個可比我與你　差一些　永遠一起邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲要自何頁說起
愛太重　深呼吸　欠缺空氣愛太美　輕輕的　卻載不起愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣它走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛
＊如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你連遇上亦要躲避無非想（要）放下你　還是掛念你誰又會及我傷悲前事最怕有人提起就算怎麼伸盡手臂我們亦有一些距離＊
你太遠　該怎麼　說對不起你太近　一轉身　卻已高飛快樂也許太短　似場流星雨一眨眼　就如幻愛怕又記起
Repeat＊(＊)
我情愿我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你

Have you forgotten what you promised me? My heart really sank when I saw what I saw and heard what I heard. I was so absolutely perturbed. I choose not to believe but looks like promises are meant to be broken anyways. You have breached my trust. All that you have given were sweet nothings. Are all guys like that? I need time to recover from this bad fall. I am very tired from all the waiting and sleepless nights. :'(

1]To the sleepless, night is long; to the weary, the league; to the ignorant the cycle of existence.

2]Conquer anger with love, evil with good, greed with charity and falsehood with truth.

3]Lust the fiercest fire; hate the tightest grip, delusion the worst trap, craving the worst flood.

4]"If you wish to escape from suffering from fear, practise wisdom and compassion."

5]To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun.

To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun.

A time to be born and a time to die;

a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

a time to kill and a time to heal ...

a time to weep and a time to laugh;

a time to mourn and a time to dance ...

a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;

a time to lose and a time to seek;

a time to rend and a time to sew;

a time to keep silent and a time to speak;

a time to love and a time to hate;

a time for war and a time for peace.

ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Miao had a great holiday. She is loving all those who are loving her. She loves to read the paragraph above whenever she is feeling down or unmotivated. She ought to learn how not to take what others think or say or do seriously especially when it is not constructive and instead quite destructive for her mood.

And of cause she have faith in someone she believe strongly in. Perhaps it's magic? Everything seems like a little fairy tale evolving around the both of them in their little dreamland, yes just the both of them. Her mood has definately hit the highest point on the euphoric scale. (: Anyohows it is 1.32am and she is currently doing her ARCS report. She get a two weeks extended deadline due to her two weeks suffering from chickenpox. Thankful to jeremy brett for being so kind and understanding.

The smell of nicotine is lingering from her lungs to her nose. No, she is not smoking, just missing it. She ought to quit because she made a promised. As much as she would like to have ' a time to love and idle on her bed', she can't as she have to complete her report soon. And so, soporific feeling is kicking in as she continues to type her report....(: so long, farewell.

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