I have not seen Dad for 3 weeks.
I have not seen Kor Kor for 1 week.
I miss the misters.

Have not had any food since morning and i'm not feeling hungry yet. Perhaps sadness is feeling my stomach. Too sad, I took a nap while listening to cantopop. It's therapeutic for me. Woke up feeling better after chatting with Yuan, Diora and Dreas. Thanks loves. School have been stress. Internet connection was down since yesterday afternoon for 24 hours. Need to hunt for FMP stuffs soon since the connection is being repaired.

I am craving for pancakes.

I've heard, it disturbed me greatly.
I made a mistake, i'm sorry.
I've learnt, i'm thankful.
I don't talk about it doesn't mean I don't feel for it.
All the ugly things i've heard, I feel perturbed.
It's what you feel and think, I will not try to explain.

Class cancelled again. Went to the library to hunt for books, but to no avail. Met Harrod and Fani and strolled along Haji Lane. Took some pictures of pretty shops, found a 'competitor' for maniac. Walked towards Esplanade but it started raining and had lunch instead. The world is never fair, you just got to accept it.

Controlling my emotions. ):

FUCKING HELL!

Fucking pissed when I saw the pictures. So now he is your bestfriend aye. What fuck shit. How I know what fuck shit you psychoed him. Chicken pie. I hate it when people don't know anything about me and go round fucking talk stupid things. Don't fucking tell me you heard fucking nonsense about me when you don't fucking intend to fucking tell me who fucking talked bad and said what fucking shit. Don't try to act like you know me a lot. Oh please. I can't fucking ask you to leave me alone cause it's all ruined. Everything, it's over. I am to blame yes but i'm sure your fucking mouth played a fucking big part. Nothing can fucking help now. Nothing.

FUCKING SHIT. Just be a smoke machine and die early. CHICKEN PIE.

Saw this in a guy's blog.

Before you speak, listen.
Before you write, think.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you criticize, wait.
Before you pray, forgive.
Before you quit, try.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.

I woke up early wanting to paint my hideous brown cupboards. Bought white stainer from IKEA yesterday. It was so difficult to paint. Like my cupboard's surface is very smooth. So I thought I need to get wood paint. FINE, I went to Selfix D.I.Y. to look for wood paint. Anyways, the sales person told me I can't paint the cupboard cause it is varnished! FREAK! ): I need to sandpaper the varnish before I can paint. Now I have two choices to make:

1]Sandpaper the varnish. BUT it is a very messy and dusty job. I have to remove the clothes from my cupboard and everything in my room will be dusty! Tough and tedious ): I won't wanna do it :'(

2]Get wallpaper and paste it on the cupboard. It will be nice, but more expensive than painting it. Wallpaper will be fast and easy! But on the other hand, where can I find nice wallpaper in Singapore?!

I got so upset so I went to a CD shop. And I'm happier cause I bought three new concert dvds/vcd :D:D:D:D:D

School was such a drag today. Anyways went to look for Uncle Oh to repair little Rolex. He's damn sweet! He went like: " WOAH! So much scratches! Then he polished it for me." Chit-chat with him a bit! Realised he's quite bitchy ;p

He asked: " Do you smoke?" I was reluctant to tell him so I said sometimes! Then he offered me a cigg! HAHA. OMG What a super duper cool adult. Huehuehue.

So he asked again: "Tell me honestly, how many boyfriends have you had?"
Me: "TWO."
Him: "Any current?"
Me: "Nope."
Him: "It's better to have a lot of money than to have a lot of love. You can spend money endlessly but it's a headache to have many love. Just have one love will do. Too many love will make you heartbroken."
Hahahha that was very cute of him. Then he continued: "Don't have too many boyfriends better. I change my car every 5 years I end up loosing money. Do you get what I mean not?"
How cool can he get. Always love to chat with him.

Anyways, cabbed to Funan to meet Wan for lunch/dinner. I was craving for calamari rings so we went to Swensons! Purrrfect! Chicken baked rice. Felt so full! THANKS WAN :D I felt so tired the whole day, kept yawning and yawning. I slept at 5am and woke up at 7am to go to school.

Cabbed down to Lido to meet Mom and Didi. Mom have tickets for Kallang Roar movie preview. Gosh I saw Randall Tan in white from top to bottom, so cute! Anyways, the goodie bag was packed with Milo packet drink, Milo instant mix, Milo chocolate bar, sweet popcornos, sponge soccer ball, IXUS mobile stripe, magnets. Okay, I fell asleep after ten minutes. NOT because the show is bad but because I was feeling super duper tired! ): Alright managed towake up during the last ten minutes to watch the ending :P

A - Available: Yes.
B - Beer: Hoegaaden
C - Candy: Allen's Minties. Hi-Chew Candies.
D - Dream Car: Mercy SLR / Pagani Zonda.
E - Easiest person to talk to: Diora
F - Favorite colour(s): PINK
G - Gummi Bears or Gummi Worms: Gummi Bears
H - Hair: Straight and brown. But i love big curly hair.
I - Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's. And Raspberry swirl.
J - Jail: ? No.
K - Kids: A boy and a girl.
L - Longest Car Ride: In Sri Lanka. From Colombo to Nuwara Eliya.
M - Movie Last: Red Cliff
N - Nickname: Miao.
O - One Regret: Eu
P - Penis Size: ?
Q - Quote: If you don't have a smile, i'll give you one of mine.
R - Reason to Smile: Equates to the reason to live.
R - Reason to Cry: Sad, heartbroken.
S - Shoes: High heels are love, Slippers are comfy.
T - Time you woke up today: 6pm.
U - Unpredictable: Who I might be with in future. Is it predictable or is it fate?
V - Vacation Spot: Im greedy, all over the world.
W - Who do you love? Oh ho ho ho ho .
X - X-tra Special Someone: Family and friends.
Y - Yellow: Yellow yellow d irty fellow.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Aries.

There are just so many, so many weirdos on Earth.

CRAZY PEOPLE. -.-"

Miao's life is fucked up.

4711 ICE Eau De Cologne (Germany)

I used this when i was a little girl. I will rub it onto my head/scalp and massage it a bit whenever i have headache or when the weather is hot. "The refreshing coolness of 4711 IC instantly invigorates, and makes you feel fine" Love it! Hehe!

Swiss Miss Variety Pack Hot Chocolate! I've been drinking Cadbury's hot chocolate and it's time to try something new. Haha.

Giant TWIX! Mustafa have a whole load of candies and chocolates. They even stock Hershey's limited edition kisses, the purple one. It's not really available everywhere lah.

Hershey's Mr. Goodbar and Symphony in 1/2 pound pack.

END:4am

We spent almost 4 hours in Mustafa! GOSH! Wanted to go to Henderson Yong Tau Foo for supper but it's closed. ARGHH I love it to bits. The soup the soup the soup! The bee hoon! The chilli! The yong tau foo and the ikan billis and the kang kong! AHHH! *Drools.

Diora came over and I did hair treatment for her! As usual, the other neighbour dozed off immediately after he came down -.-" So we talked a lot again till 6.30am (: Love you little pie!

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It was neighbours night again last night. We meet practically everyday. Okay not for Gareth but Diora and i meet EVERYDAY. HAHA. Anyways. We do really stupid things which i can't reveal here. Check out who is hot and who is not. Talk about everything too. And since we all have boy girl relationship problems.. Diora and I love to bombard Gareth why are guys like this like that and start to scold him for being a guy. HAHA. Gareth, in turn will ask why are girls like this like that but he can't scold us for we will scold him back :P

So, after some ghost story telling at 3am, the three of us decided to do mask! Used the soft brush to spread the tea tree mask on our face. Lied down on the bed and rest. To create the whole relaxing feel, I played Pachelbel's Canon in D as a soft background music. Should have taken some pictures! We were suppose to wash it 15mins later. So, the alarm rang and i turned it off and continued sleeping. ;/. Woke up again! I guess it was 4am plus! Washed my face... and it felt tighter and softer. ;) Woke Gareth up and he said: "I thought we can sleep with this whole night?" HAHHA. He went to wash it.. and went to sleep right after. Next was Diora, washed and dozed off immediately as well.. SO TIRED LAH. Continued sleeping till 8am and the two of them went home to sleep.

Went to Jurong Point with mom and dad! Bought 2 Hong Kong series! :D *weeepiiieee. jumps jumps.

The Gentle Crackdown

SCholar SHUI TUNG LAU [Moses Chan] becomes the new magistrate of Liang cai County. He is determined to fight against corruption. His caution drives impetuous constable LUK SHAP LEE [Nikki Chow] crazy. On the contrary, his wit and courage is appreciated by corrupt government secretary SZE KEI WONG [ Wayne Lai]. In a little while, the duo becomes perfect partners in court.

YEE winds LAU's compliment and gets promoted to sergeant. Her mother, KAM YING[Michelle Yim] follows her around secretly to keep her away from danger. Once, she shows her special trick 'Cloud Chopper' during and emergency, whichcreates the rumour that the 'Chivalrous Flying Hawk' is back. This also reminds everyone the loss of a treasured martial arts book called 'Secret to Immortality'....

Today Did You-——————-
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?>> yes! >.<~
2. Learn anything new?>> Nope, still feeling sleepy!
3.Talked to an ex?>> Nope, he doesnt wanna talk to me?
4.Miss someone?>> Yes!

-Last Person Who-————————
5.Laid in your bed?>> ME?
6. Made you cry?>> Erm, not anyone recently.
7. You went to the movies with?>> yuan, harrod, celina. watched SUMMER RAIN.
8. Went to the mall with you?>> Wisma; maggie, celina, mona, melissa, darren
9. You showered with?>> no one.
10. Made you laugh?>> him; the cute boy
11. Hugged you?>> diora

-General stuff-——————-
16. Favorite location?>> My room.
17.Tattoo?>> Nil.
18. What are you most scared of this second ?>> not being choosen for internship ):
19. Where do you want to get married?>> if my boy is local then singapore.
21. Does anyone like you?>> dont think so
22. Do you like being around people?>> yea
23.Have you ever cried?>> yea
24. Are you lonely right now?>> yea
25. Song stuck in your head?>> no matter by angel
26. Been on radio/TV?>> yes
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?>> no
30. what color shirt are you wearing right now?>> white, with big bird's face.
31. Name three things that you do everyday?>> brush teeth, shower, smile.
32. How much cash do you have on you right now?>> $50+
33. Are you bored?>> ultra.
35. Who got you to join Myspace?>> i dont have a myspace account
38. What web site do you visit the most?>> www.facebook.com
39. Do you have plants in your room?>> nope
41. Who was the last person to hug you?>> diora.

-26 secrets-———————
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?>> miao.. my name.. & Beyond - 喜歡你, band and song title.
2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN>> facebook? clinic, clarke quay.
4.WHAT’S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?>> single.
5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?>> yes
6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?>> super bored and grumpy.
7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?>> friendship with my few girlfriends, those diamonds.
8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?>> i am not in a relationship!
10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?>> yes. stuffs between euson and i.
11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?>> pure white persian cat.
12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?>> no
16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU?>> senior from secondary school.
17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?>> yes. during those school camp fire.
18. WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?>> dressing and hair.
19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?>> esprit raspberry. haha
20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?>> no
21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?>> hongkong tv shows.
23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?>> missing a cute boy. HAHHAA.
24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?>> chinese, cantonese.
25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?>> yes that cute boy!
26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?>> someone is attached.

Year 2002:
How old were you? 15
Where did you go to school? boon lay secondary school
Where did you work? no where.
Where did you live? jurong west
Where did you hang out? town.
How was your hair style? side parting long hair. always tied into a pony tail cos of school.
Did you wear braces? never.
Did you wear glasses? yeah
Who was your regular-person crush? haha euson
How many tattoos did you have? none
How many piercings did you have? 6
What car did you drive? dont have a license.
Worst fear? become handicapped.
Gotten drunk? yes
Had you driven yet? no
Had you been arrested? no
Had you been to a real party yet? yeah.
Had your heart broken? many times.

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**__________________________________
2008
How old are you? 19
What grade are you in? uni year 2
what school are you in? raffles design institute.
Where do you work? no where.
Where do you live? jurong west
Where do you hang out? town and my room with my neighbour
Do you have braces? no
Do you wear glasses? not as often.
Still talk to any of your old friends? not as much
Who is your celebrity crush? those hongkong actors/singers ;p
How many piercings do you have? 6
What kind of car do you have? nil.
What is your biggest fear? becoming handicap
Have you gotten drunk? yes
Have you been arrested since if so how many times total? nil
Has your heart been broken? many times!



1. Start Time: 2.07pm
Name: miaoying chan
Nickname: ah miao. miao.
4. Astrology sign: aries
5. Gender: female
7. Hair color: brown black
8. Eye color: brown black
9. Height: 160
10. Favorite Most color: pink!
11. Glasses: nil
13. tattoos: nil
14. Birthplace: mt alvernia hospital.
15. Area code: +65?
16. TRUE friends: the few girls ;)

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? : yes, split ends.
18. Done something in the past that you regret? : yeah, the only regret i have in life is euson.
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : oh fuck, yes.
21. Skipped school? : all the time.
22. Bungee jumped? : no! would like to try one day >.<~
24. Punched someone? : no
25. Cheated on someone? : no
26. Been arrested? : no
27. Broken into someones house?: no
28. Been to a funeral? : yes
32. Used a lighter? : yes

*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: spring and winter. hehe
36. Ice cream flavor: ben and jerry's cough dough ;p new york choco fudge.
37. Fav School subject(s): geography
38. Candy: allen's minties
39. Breakfast: bacon
40. Juice: watermelon and honey dew juice
41. Book(s): memoirs of a geisha
42. Movie(s): center stage
43. Song(s): cantopop
50. Letter: M
51. Favorite fast food restaurant : popeyes!
52. Disney Princess: ariel, cinderella.
53. TV station(s): dont like to watch local shows. only hongkong shows.
54. Name for a son: omg need time to really choose
55. Name for a daugter: need time to choose.

******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : chocolate
57. Alcoholic or not? : non
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies
61. Short or long hair? : long hair
62. Croutons or bacon bits? : bacon bits

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
64. Mexicans in general: big hats and long skirts.
65. School: ;/
66. Grass: green and dry
67. Cow: milk and moo
68. Canada: vancouver
69. Mouse: cute and small
70. Hands: holding hands

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? : no
72. Talked on the phone?: yes
73. Cried? : no
74. Choked?: no
75. Drank a glass of water? : yes
76. Done Drugs? : no
77. Read a book or magazine? : yes
78. Watched TV? : yes
79. Looked in the mirror? : yes
80. Taken a shower? : yes
81. Taken a picture? : yes
82. Listened to music? : yes
83. Kissed someone? : no
84. Told someone you liked them: no
85. End time: 3.09pm. i took so long cos i fell a sleep halfway ;/

Wahahhahah classic. Taken in early 2007 in class. Yuan thinks this picture is scary! *MIAO*!

These are a few of my favourite things I wish to do before internship starts!:
(Any interested party willing to accompany me? *stares at Celina ;p)

1]KITE FLYING! but, marina bay is gone! Where else can I fly my kite? ):
2]Ice skating....I just love the temperature inside. ;)
3]Sing K! The last time I went K was in Hong Kong! I didnt even sing much. I only sing with selective people cos' im shy!!!
4]Kickboxing,aerobics and pilates *Stares at little Diora
5]Roller blading with Celina.
6]Movies: Love Guru, Mamma Mia, 12 Lotus.... etc.
7]Learn how to sing canto songs. LEARN. LEARN. Hello? any cantopop lovers? ;/
8]SHOP! :D

1st Aug - Midnight. Clinic and off to Cafe Iguana. :D:D:D
[Maggie, Mona, Astrid, Celina, Miao, Hubert, Eric, Darren, Alvin.]

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